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Hello and Parev (getting in touch with my roots, and not with hair dye)

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  • #51
    Re: Hello and Parev (getting in touch with my roots, and not with hair dye)

    Originally posted by Mos View Post
    I was just asking Eddo a question. And I am not hounding her, just was making sure she goes into all of this with the correct mindset.
    This is why you went and "made sure [I went] about all of this with the correct mindset" in the other threads as well? Should I have said my family’s genocide instead?

    Mos, I am sure it is easy to put things in black and white when you sit up in a country that is 97.9% the same ethnic group, but when you live in a place where crossing cultures is a way of life and only 60% of the state are your race, cultural divides are no longer as black and white. Both Armenians and Americans have been in my life since birth (well, technically before). I am in some ways the hyphenate reality of many Armenian-Americans, not all Armenian, but also not all American either.
    Last edited by Hyegirl; 11-09-2011, 12:18 AM.

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    • #52
      Re: Hello and Parev (getting in touch with my roots, and not with hair dye)

      Originally posted by KanadaHye View Post
      Seriously though Hyegirl, I don't think Mos is trying to discourage you... besides, I see some Armenian peeking out from this statement:

      Originally posted by Hyegirl View Post
      MOS, maybe you should give me some benefit of the doubt and get to know me from more than a couple of posts before you judge me and my motives/perceptions.
      After all, if you really want to get to know who someone is, the last thing you should do is see how they reveal themselves over time.

      Not discourage me from learning about Armenia, sure. Not discourage me from thinking that I am in any way other than genetics Armenian... I think he has made his view clear.

      No, the real Armenian in me is the reaction to you guys are telling me that my FAMILY doesn't matter. My family is part of who I am. They are a big and important part of my life. And I am being told they don't matter. [retracts claws] My family includes Armenians who have influenced my life growing up. In fact, outside of my immediate family, it is the Armenian side of my family who more than the others in my family that most influenced my life and served in various ways for years as a model of who I want to be. This is reality that you guys cannot deny any more than you can deny that the Americans in my family influenced my life growing up.
      Last edited by Hyegirl; 11-09-2011, 12:35 AM.

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      • #53
        Re: Hello and Parev (getting in touch with my roots, and not with hair dye)

        Originally posted by KanadaHye View Post
        We expect 100% or nothing. Take it or leave it
        I would gladly take the 100%, though some experts seemed to suggest that a merged identity is healthiest. Of course, who would not be proud to be Armenian if they knew the history.

        Originally posted by KanadaHye View Post
        Seriously though, I'm curious as to why your interest has suddenly increased. I can tell you that I really didn't think at all that culture and/or being Armenian mattered till my grandparents who had a great deal of influence in my upbringing passed away.
        It’s actually not all that sudden, but built up more and more since late high school after an earlier decrease in interest. (Thanks for asking. ) I’ve already been in the university Armenian club for two years before graduating (I was considering being an officer the last year, but that required me to miss Father’s day with my father, among other things). I also interned a couple years ago at an Armenian organization a couple years ago (best summer of my life), volunteered at the Navasartian Games in California a couple of times, and lobbied Sacramento with the Armenian National Committee last year for genocide/Armenia related bills, and was going to an Armenian church for a while before I was effectively no longer able to go. I suppose a more active approach to this may have come from the fact that it was up to me to figure out what to do next in terms of pursuing my education and such as my parents were then of limited resources (my mom is disabled) and I had achieved some sort of functional degree, though perhaps that fact that my mom had another diagnosis might have had some small influence, and I met a (Christian) best friend who was born in Saudi Arabia who re-awakened some of my international interests that had been set aside for the future for matters of practicality. Before going to university, I was trying to get a genocide awareness event going when I was in student government at community college and was excited about the opportunity to get involved with more Armenians at the university. It’s funny though: I never saw any other Americans doing this who were not Armenian, well except for the two Romanian girls who hung out with in the Armenian club and the Iranian girl who was an officer when I joined.

        It was after starting college that we got better internet, which meant opportunities to read about Armenia/Armenian related things and listen to more Armenian music. Also, that is when our library had more books that actually mentioned Armenia in more than a basic nation stats or passing manner.

        In jr. high/high school, I was less interested than before because that was when my mom was first getting sick, I was a self-involved adolescent, and people who didn’t know me would not believe or think I was silly about having an interest in being Armenian (Didn’t this come up in some for[u]m recently…). Between 9/11 (my mom’s uncle was investigated for having a middle eastern last name and my mom worried about my brother having a beard, plus the Armenian store closed ) and some ignorant comments I got at the community college, I needed to educate myself better to help education others who were so culturally ignorant. (But then I'm just American. It's not like I have much reason to care about things like that, right?)

        When I was younger and saw more of my family, some of whom are now dead, I was interested in it because I was interested in who they were. Through that, they taught my little girl mind how to see the world is as much as could be shared with a little girl. Some stories, such as the details of the genocide before leaving Armenia were never told or were told only late in life to preserve for the next generation. Some things were just who they were, be those things Armenian or not, but taught me how to see the world with faith, love, passion, etc. It is through their eyes that I learned to see life and people as best as little girls can. Now I am a young woman who makes her own decisions influenced by those people.

        This is something that has actually been building up for years, as I have hopefully demonstrated some part of. I am interested to see how this might influence my life in the future. A few years ago, I was planning to do a graduate degree involving comparing economic development in Armenian with less developed parts of the US or something of that sort. Since THAT much math is not how my brain was built, I am in accounting and planning/doing some writing, hopefully some of which will positively influence policy and perspectives toward Armenian Americans among other groups, as this and the effort with the recent census was among inspiration for some of it. I hope that if I can work out the details, I can participate in Birthright Armenia or some other volunteer program, but at very least, visiting this country that some of my family came from is a top choice for international destination hopes.

        Go ahead anyone who wants to tell me that nothing I have said here makes me at all Armenian and all I can be is American. Call me a fool, a fraud, and a fake if you want to any time I say anything about myself being at all Armenian, but don't expect me to deny part of who I am just because you don't see it yet.
        Last edited by Hyegirl; 11-09-2011, 01:06 AM.

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        • #54
          Re: Hello and Parev (getting in touch with my roots, and not with hair dye)

          Originally posted by Eddo211 View Post
          Congrats on your awesome heritage and welcome to the forum Hyegirl. You gonna like being Armenian.....don't get discouraged.
          Thank you. It's nice that someone gets my light-hearted and friendly hello there.

          I will not get so discouraged that I give up. In the end, I am the one that has to live with me, and I must be true to who I am and what is important to me. I truly appreciate your comment.
          Last edited by Hyegirl; 11-09-2011, 12:57 AM.

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          • #55
            Re: Hello and Parev (getting in touch with my roots, and not with hair dye)

            Originally posted by Hyegirl View Post
            When I was younger and saw more of my family, some of whom are now dead, I was interested in it because I was interested in who they were. Through that, they taught my little girl mind how to see the world is as much as could be shared with a little girl. Some stories, such as the details of the genocide before leaving Armenia were never told or were told only late in life to preserve for the next generation. Some things were just who they were, be those things Armenian or not, but taught me how to see the world with faith, love, passion, etc. It is through their eyes that I learned to see life and people as best as little girls can. Now I am a young woman who makes her own decisions influenced by those people.
            I like this part the best
            "Nobody can give you freedom. Nobody can give you equality or justice or anything. If you're a man, you take it." ~Malcolm X

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            • #56
              Re: Hello and Parev (getting in touch with my roots, and not with hair dye)

              Originally posted by Hyegirl View Post
              This is why you went and "made sure [I went] about all of this with the correct mindset" in the other threads as well? Should I have said my family’s genocide instead?

              Mos, I am sure it is easy to put things in black and white when you sit up in a country that is 97.9% the same ethnic group, but when you live in a place where crossing cultures is a way of life and only 60% of the state are your race, cultural divides are no longer as black and white. Both Armenians and Americans have been in my life since birth (well, technically before). I am in some ways the hyphenate reality of many Armenian-Americans, not all Armenian, but also not all American either.
              If your family hasn't raised you as an Armenian, you cannot say that just because there were Armenians in your life, all of a sudden some of that Armenian identity rubbed off on you. Sorry but when it comes to the reality of hyphenated names you are full American - I mean you even said it yourself that you would die by heart an American. "Mixing Armenian"culture with other cultures is purely wrong. Armenian culture is armenian culture, you can't change it and mix it and still call it Armenian culture.

              No, the real Armenian in me is the reaction to you guys are telling me that my FAMILY doesn't matter. My family is part of who I am. They are a big and important part of my life. And I am being told they don't matter. [retracts claws] My family includes Armenians who have influenced my life growing up. In fact, outside of my immediate family, it is the Armenian side of my family who more than the others in my family that most influenced my life and served in various ways for years as a model of who I want to be. This is reality that you guys cannot deny any more than you can deny that the Americans in my family influenced my life growing up.
              My family could include Chinese people, but if they raised me as American, I would not have not any right to Chinese identity. Just because someone is "Armenian" doesn't mean that their identity automatically rubs off on you. It is obvious from what you have been saying, that the Armenian identity and culture is some sort of exotic thing for you that you want some connection to, to differentiate. In reality, practically speaking it's as much foreign to you as any other foreign culture.

              Between 9/11 (my mom’s uncle was investigated for having a middle eastern last name and my mom worried about my brother having a beard, plus the Armenian store closed ) and some ignorant comments I got at the community college, I needed to educate myself better to help education others who were so culturally ignorant.
              So Armenian names are all of sudden "middle eastern" I suggest you do some research.


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              I think you are misunderstanding what I am saying. I am not discouraging you from learning about Armenian culture and identity. The more people that know about Armenian subjects is good for the information war. All that I am saying is that you cannot expect that after your studies you will forge an Armenian identity and be Armenian like other Armenians who have grown up in Armenian families with Armenian values as the dominant way of life in their lives. There's a metaphysical core that you will always be missing because of your upbringing, but I think that is pretty obvious and you shouldn't be discouraged because of it. Even within Armenians there are divisions and cultural barriers for example between Hayastancis (armenians who grew up in Soviet Armenia) and Western Armenians whose ancestors fled Genocide.

              In the end, I personally don't understand how you can reconcile a mixture of Armenian culture and American. American values and culture are rather distasteful and teach immoral and rebellious values. There is that sense of arrogance and idiotic self-pride that also dominates those values. Not to mention the fact that America remains an anti-Armenian country with a disgusting approach to the world, doing the every wish of Israeli and Turkish interests, and using its disgusting military to oppress weaker people who don't suit their interests. Given all this, I find mixing American with Armenian to be reprehensible and a big wrong.
              Մեկ Ազգ, Մեկ Մշակույթ
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              "Western Assimilation is the greatest threat to the Armenian nation since the Armenian Genocide."

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              • #57
                Re: Hello and Parev (getting in touch with my roots, and not with hair dye)

                Originally posted by Mos View Post
                I think you are misunderstanding what I am saying. I am not discouraging you from learning about Armenian culture and identity. The more people that know about Armenian subjects is good for the information war. All that I am saying is that you cannot expect that after your studies you will forge an Armenian identity and be Armenian like other Armenians who have grown up in Armenian families with Armenian values as the dominant way of life in their lives. There's a metaphysical core that you will always be missing because of your upbringing, but I think that is pretty obvious and you shouldn't be discouraged because of it. Even within Armenians there are divisions and cultural barriers for example between Hayastancis (armenians who grew up in Soviet Armenia) and Western Armenians whose ancestors fled Genocide.
                You know it's funny... there are certain mannerisms and even facial expressions that I can see passed down among Armenians.
                "Nobody can give you freedom. Nobody can give you equality or justice or anything. If you're a man, you take it." ~Malcolm X

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                • #58
                  Re: Hello and Parev (getting in touch with my roots, and not with hair dye)

                  Originally posted by Mos View Post
                  If your family hasn't raised you as an Armenian, you cannot say that just because there were Armenians in your life, all of a sudden some of that Armenian identity rubbed off on you. Sorry but when it comes to the reality of hyphenated names you are full American - I mean you even said it yourself that you would die by heart an American. "Mixing Armenian"culture with other cultures is purely wrong. Armenian culture is armenian culture, you can't change it and mix it and still call it Armenian culture.
                  You can’t even answer what it means to be raised as an Armenian.

                  Originally posted by Mos View Post
                  My family could include Chinese people, but if they raised me as American, I would not have not any right to Chinese identity. Just because someone is "Armenian" doesn't mean that their identity automatically rubs off on you. It is obvious from what you have been saying, that the Armenian identity and culture is some sort of exotic thing for you that you want some connection to, to differentiate. In reality, practically speaking it's as much foreign to you as any other foreign culture.
                  The reason I joined this forum was to connect with people, not just knowledge. It’s the people connect that I wanted. Anyways, whatev. I’m done with this thread. Have a nice time telling me I am wrong, dear Mos.

                  (BTW, did you read my earlier post? "Not discourage me from learning about Armenia, sure. Not discourage me from thinking that I am in any way other than genetics Armenian... I think he has made his view clear."

                  Originally posted by Mos View Post
                  So Armenian names are all of sudden "middle eastern" I suggest you do some research.
                  If you actually knew me, you would know the inaccuracy of this statement. But then you know everything you need to know about me based on a couple of posts.

                  Originally posted by Mos View Post
                  In the end, I personally don't understand how you can reconcile a mixture of Armenian culture and American. American values and culture are rather distasteful and teach immoral and rebellious values. There is that sense of arrogance and idiotic self-pride that also dominates those values. Not to mention the fact that America remains an anti-Armenian country with a disgusting approach to the world, doing the every wish of Israeli and Turkish interests, and using its disgusting military to oppress weaker people who don't suit their interests. Given all this, I find mixing American with Armenian to be reprehensible and a big wrong.
                  Not every single thing is so contrary between then that you cannot be influenced by one and influenced by the other. If you understood my world, a more mixed world than yours, then you would understand this better, but you do not know my world. And you still judge me for what is also YOUR ignorance. Like I said, you don't live in a world where crossing culture has to be a way of life. You may never understand growing up in such a place or navigating multiple cultures like that, but that doesn't mean it can never be just because YOU don't get it. (And if you think that just cause I grew up less than all Armenian, that America reflects my approach to foreign policy, you so don't get me at all. Thanks for demonstrating my point. )
                  Last edited by Hyegirl; 11-09-2011, 08:07 AM.

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                  • #59
                    Re: Hello and Parev (getting in touch with my roots, and not with hair dye)

                    Originally posted by Hyegirl View Post
                    You can’t even answer what it means to be raised as an Armenian.
                    I've answered it many times and the answer is simple. Being raised Armenian is being raised in an Armenian household where the primary values and culture taught are Armenian, where the children grow up with Armenian values and being able to connect firstly to other Armenians alike. Where their primary allegiance is to the Armenian nation and it is the most familiar culture and values to them. Of course there's much more to this, but that is in a nutshell.

                    The reason I joined this forum was to connect with people, not just knowledge. It’s the people connect that I wanted. Anyways, whatev. I’m done with this thread. Have a nice time telling me I am wrong, dear Mos.

                    (BTW, did you read my earlier post? "Not discourage me from learning about Armenia, sure. Not discourage me from thinking that I am in any way other than genetics Armenian... I think he has made his view clear."
                    What have I been telling you that you are wrong? Genetics mean nothing, if you have studied genetics you will know that the genetic difference between ethnic groups especially close ones is so minuscule that it is ridiculous and laughable that people differentiate themselves on the basis of a few genes. Again, you can have 100% Chinese blood but be raised as only Russian and thus have no connection whatsoever to China and Chinese people. What does matter is one's mindset, values, and culture. Even genetic difference between man and monkeys is so tiny. Humans in general are very close to each other genetically than other species.

                    If you actually knew me, you would know the inaccuracy of this statement. But then you know everything you need to know about me based on a couple of posts.
                    All I'm saying is that Armenian names are not middle eastern nor is Armenia.

                    Not every single thing is so contrary between then that you cannot be influenced by one and influenced by the other. If you understood my world, a more mixed world than yours, then you would understand this better, but you do not know my world. And you still judge me for what is also YOUR ignorance. Like I said, you don't live in a world where crossing culture has to be a way of life. You may never understand growing up in such a place or navigating multiple cultures like that, but that doesn't mean it can never be just because YOU don't get it.
                    I know "your world" I spend time between Armenia and US, I have interacting with many different cultures and people. I've seen it with my own eyes. I see what the American culture does to some Armenian families that could have been an asset to the Armenian nation. I see the monochrome, disgusting hollywood values that decay family values and my culture. I see America as a rise of a uncultured people, rid of past historic culture, in favour of a corporate, hollywood one. I do not want Armenian culture to be mixed with that garbage. What I want to see is Armenians growing up in US with their primary allegiance to Armenia, with their most familiar culture be Armenian, and for them to hold Armenian values not some mixed garbage. For them to make Armenia strong not zionist support US. For them to contribute to Armenian nation, make it stronger, and keep the Armenian name high. Anything less, diasporans will slowly face degradation and assimilation genocide.
                    Մեկ Ազգ, Մեկ Մշակույթ
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                    "Western Assimilation is the greatest threat to the Armenian nation since the Armenian Genocide."

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                    • #60
                      Re: Hello and Parev (getting in touch with my roots, and not with hair dye)

                      Originally posted by Hyegirl View Post
                      You can’t even answer what it means to be raised as an Armenian.
                      Well, you can only be J3wish if you were given birth by a J3wish mother. Now, one can also convert to Judaism. This is the confusing part... since one is attained through heritage while the other simply by association. One is genetic and the other is merely like joining a club.

                      We can all agree that having Armenian parents and being raised in an Armenian household and/or community would surely mean one was raised as an Armenian.

                      However, let's consider someone who was born to Armenians then adopted and taken away from their culture. Does that person not have a right to return to their culture since they didn't voluntarily leave? I know a person only has so much time in their life and childhood is usually where most identity is formed but I don't see why a person can't reconnect with their culture at any point in time.
                      "Nobody can give you freedom. Nobody can give you equality or justice or anything. If you're a man, you take it." ~Malcolm X

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