Y did it happen to me?

[Darorinag]

infatuation? i don't get it... do you mean obssessed?!?

in·fat·u·a·tion
n.

1. A foolish, unreasoning, or extravagant passion or attraction

2. An object of extravagant, short-lived passion.

http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=infatuation

So yes, sorta like obsession.

[spiral]

This is my poem...1 hour in work..

{Lost...}

I am lost...
I can not be found.
Where am I?
In the sky, in the water, or in the ground?
Why can't I feel anything?
I am here...
On earth, am I on Mars?
Can someone help me...
I am lost.

I can't see myself.
I look in the mirror...
But I don't see anything!
Am i nothing?
Do i not exist?
Can someone help me...
I am lost.

No on can see or feel me.
I say "Hi!" to him...
But he doesn't respond.
I am here, why don't you see me?
I am looking at you...
imagining that I am caressing you.
Are you there?
I can't see you there...
Where are you?
I need some help...
I think i am lost!

I can't see you.
Can you see me?
Oh, there you are!
Why are you running away?
Come back to me!
I love you...
Please come back!
I can feel pain,
Pain all over me!
Is there someone out there,
to help me?
I know I am lost.

Why is everything falling apart?
Where are you?
Where am I?
I ned you, to take my pain away!
Can't you help me?
I know you are there...
just don't leave me all alone!
I feel cold...
Please come back to me!
I am not lost anymore!

Where is everyone?
Please, help me!
I am in the middle of nowhere!
I am here, but where am I...
I need you...
I can't breathe...
Please come back to me!
Hold me tight and never let go!
Lost, what does that word mean?

Tell me, why am I lost...
do I deserve this?
Well...no, I don't!
But life...does to all of us!
I need someone!
Open your arms to me!
Heaven or hell...take me in!
No one can be found!

Show me where to go...
Let me see the light or
Let me see the darkness!
Just let me see something,
To know that I am alive!

Don't look down, there is no hell.
Don't look up, there is no heaven.
Heaven and hell don't exist.
It is what you do...
that determines where you will be!

So...
Where am I?
Where are you?
WE ARE...
LOST!!!

you know dancergurly... now that I read your poem...I think you're psychotic.

[Inna]

spiral: after reading your post I decided to read the poem aswell...I don't think she's psychotic, she just needs someone to love

[sSsflamesSs]

you know dancergurly... now that I read your poem...I think you're psychotic.

Come on, spiral, give her the benefit of the doubt. She's lost and she's 15 - those go hand in hand together.

PS I must contain myself.

[dusken]

...hand in hand together.

Hmm. Fascinating.

[sSsflamesSs]

Hmm. Fascinating.

Huh?

blah blah blah

[dusken]

Huh?

blah blah blah

It was a redundant phrase.

[sSsflamesSs]

It was a redundant phrase.

Well, boo on you!

[fIReBuRntInHeLL]

Well if you're 15 and seeking a love affair than u should start not to look for it, when I was 15 i was playing with toys not with boys!
~*tsouk tsouk tsouk*~
teenagers!

[Hogg]

I just watched The Virgin Suicides, I may have found a solution for you.