Just to type...

[Arvestaked]

I hate labels. I hate folders. I hate genealogical research. I want more of those chocolates. I am hungry. The coffee is decent. I feel awful. I have so much crap piled up. If only that special piece of the puzzle was waiting for me at some fantastical home. But that would be an impossibility. Reality, now, is my surroundings being as cold as God's heart. When someone is born they live in a white noise that they become accustomed to almost immediately; it is sensory adjustment. Torture lies in age when you get miniscule breaks in the noise that are just great enough for you to miss them. Missing the reassurance of that silence is painful. Conceived in silence...born to noise... and you cry for just a bit. And later on, as often as ones rebirths are to noise, so are his bouts of tears. I want to eat ribs. I had them last night. I have three left of a full rack. I did not bring them to work. I will get more coffee now.

[Arvestaked]

It is official. I now have more coffee. The coffee I have is decaffinated (or so they say) because the pot of regular coffee was empty. This coffee sucks. I am still hungry.

[Arvestaked]

When I first got here I felt there were people and discussions that would make me more proud to be Armenian and give me hope when it came to some actually being smart. That was dumb of me. There has been a sudden influx of excessive stupidity that frustrates me because I cannot help but feel this forum population is a microcosm of what is real. My ex girlfriend just text-messaged me and asked if she could call. I said no. That really pissed me off more. This day is terrible. Tomorrow better make up for it, though that will be difficult as I will be spending time with my broke friend. At least I get paid tomorrow. The French chocolate truffles in the kitchen are xxxxing delicious. I think they were purchased from Trader Joe's. It is 3:30. One hour of this crap left. Not much would matter if I had a source of warmth and silence. I want a glass of Reisling and a jazz club...and such a source.

[ckBejug]

=( ! !

[violette829]

Originally posted by Arvestaked When I first got here I felt there were people and discussions that would make me more proud to be Armenian and give me hope when it came to some actually being smart. That was dumb of me. There has been a sudden influx of excessive stupidity that frustrates me because I cannot help but feel this forum population is a microcosm of what is real. My ex girlfriend just text-messaged me and asked if she could call. I said no. That really pissed me off more. This day is terrible. Tomorrow better make up for it, though that will be difficult as I will be spending time with my broke friend. At least I get paid tomorrow. The French chocolate truffles in the kitchen are xxxxing delicious. I think they were purchased from Trader Joe's. It is 3:30. One hour of this crap left. Not much would matter if I had a source of warmth and silence. I want a glass of Reisling and a jazz club...and such a source.

U need a good pick me upper..perhaps...maybe...um....a fist in ur face? U just managed to insult EVERYONE at once..WoW..at least when the other idiots make stupid comments, it's directed to a single person, maybe a small group, but UUU...wow u just did it mister....UGH..i don't like u anymore..I dunno about this whole Granada Hills love...CK....he's mean huh?

[Arvestaked]

Violette: You are consistantly misunderstanding my posts. Stop doing that. I had specific people in mind. I just did not say who they were. I did not mean everybody.

[violette829]

Originally posted by Arvestaked Violette: You are consistantly misunderstanding my posts. Stop doing that. I had specific people in mind. I just did not say who they were. I did not mean everybody.

U hurt me

[Arvestaked]

It is very frustrating to have really great friends that you cannot see often because they are spread out all over the country. Two of them went back to their respective cities yesterday. It is sad. I miss them and am happy in their presence. Thai food is good. I am the catfish master. Nothing was spicey enough though. I am a designated driver tonight and I am not excited about that. Better me than anyone else, though. Alcohol does not make a situation more fun for me. I am not like that. And I never get drunk. Well, almost never. I had a lot of Ouzo the night my grandfather died. I miss him. It has been nine months and five days. What am I going to do with his mailboxes and birdfeeders? I dropped my cellular phone twice this morning. More chocolate truffles have appeared in the office kitchen and it is becoming a sick joke. The fan beside me is dirty. I could go for some Spanish olives and ice cold Henry Weinhard root beer.

[loseyourname]

Originally posted by Arvestaked Violette: You are consistantly misunderstanding my posts. Stop doing that. I had specific people in mind. I just did not say who they were. I did not mean everybody.

He probably meant me, and I'm a 4.0 student with an IQ over 170 who's won numerous art and writing contests. If I can be this stupid, there really is little hope.

[Arvestaked]

I would like no more degenerates posting in here claiming that they are who I was referring to for whatever reason, whether it be to start and arguement or to use it as an excuse to let everyone know why I am supposedly wrong. Such an action may end up being a self-fulfilling prophecy, anyway.

l.y.n.: Now you can put in your last word, because I know now that it is a biological necessity for you, so we can move on.