Re: Cultural Horizons of Armenians
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GURDJIEFF: THE FOUNDER OF AMERICAN MYSTICISM
By Roya Monajem, Tehran
Payvand News
11/06/07
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On the other hand, each one of us is a legion, perhaps in order to
make it easier for us to understand each other, to understand the
concept of 'unity in multiplicity' or in Sadi's words to understand
the fact that 'sons of Adam are organs of the same body' and "because
they did not see the Truth, went after Myth" (Hafez) In other words,
we actually and potentially carry all personalities in this legion for
a purpose: to reach a better understanding of ourselves because one
can only understand things that one experiences within oneself. In
other words, in this way one may accelerate the process of sensing,
feeling and thinking of unity in multiplicity and vice versa. The
aim of the concept of reincarnation and life after Resurrection
and Day of Judgment may also be the same. Whether they are true or
not, they point to the same thing: 'one will pay for one's deeds'
(karma). The idea of 'humans as being a legion' can be helpful in
this regard because in order to decrease 'evil deeds' in ourselves,
learned men suggest: "Know yourself." In G's teaching the first step
begins with self-observation in this manner: we become the camera
woman or man of ourselves, as much as we remember. It is not that
difficult because I don't think there is now not a single person in
our world who has not wished to be a film star and has not identified
herself/himself with one of them! And when one identifies oneself
with any personality, one learns to play that role. Ignoring the
more important fact that most of the time, whether by 'free will,'
'free choice' or coercion, we are acting. In any case, supposing we
honestly and sincerely wish to 'know ourselves,' by playing the role
of the camera man or woman of the film of our lives, we gradually
see that a series of 'I's appearing nearly everyday, seizing the
reign of the 'common presence of our legion.' For example, we might
notice that everyday a nervous person appears and depending on the
surrounding condition, shows itself once or twice a day and is then
replaced with for example, a lazy 'I' or a worried 'I' or...and...
This film-making helps us to experience more fully the reactions and
moods of these different 'I's, and if the real 'I' that would hopefully
be born little by little from the Nothingness of the pettiness of
our existence succeeds in taking their reigns in its hand, then when
this happens, we add say one 'carat' to that diamond or Persian
turquoise that we carry on our brace and is called 'essence.' In
other words, we reach peace with the same number of 'I's and 'unify'
with them and experience some heavenly moments until the next 'round'
the next cycle starts. And if we fail to take their reign, we keep
reproducing the same film-script over and over and pay the price in
the form of reactions we receive from outside and thus 'the melody of
grief continues'[11] till the last day of our lives. For those who
think and believe that is the end, well that is the end. For those
who believe in the first above concept (reincarnation), we continue
to pay the price in a series of lives by in this very same world,
and in the other concept we pay it in another world. As it can be
seen the difference between these two seemingly different concepts
is just a difference in time-space.
Now on the basis of all that has been said, if we accept that it is
according to Nature or Divine providence to have different types of
human beings, then the subsequent divisions have to automatically
follow; the fall of Mazdakism in Ancient Persia, Socialism and
Communism in modern Europe present further evidence for this claim,
that is human divisions into different categories. The main question
is how is it that despite this concept of war of good and bad now
encoded in two of our brains (instinctive and mental), thanks to all
religions and moralities so far appearing and existing on earth,
with the obvious result that every 'other human being' depending
on the degree of differences - from racial to tribal, to religious,
cultural, familial and... - will deep down can appear 'evil' to each
of us, how is it that we don't explode out of anger or tear 'others'
into pieces, for the simple fact that these 'others' can not share our
'world view,' 'our perceptions' our 'conceptions' and...?
There is only one answer! It is even possible to hear all of us singing
it in our hearts: It is the heavenly feeling of Love, located in the
third center that is preventing this most natural consequence of our
historical way of thinking.
Now if the above claim sounds sensible that G taps this center by
using emotional words - isn't this what poetry does to us?
- then based on above explanations, when this center is tapped,
three other impulses are simultaneously tickled too, conscience,
faith and hope.
In addition to the above and some other emotional words seen in this
work, there is one word that is repeated at least once in nearly
every page or so of these Tales: favorite, mahboob.
Human beings are Beelzebub's grandson's favorites! It is a word that
in most of our mystical poetical writings is one of the commonest
equivalents of man's ultimate 'beloved,' god.
When we see this word which is now a part of our collective memory,
knowingly or unknowingly it brings about associations that in addition
to tackling our emotional center, it tickles the emotional part of our
physical center as well. On the other hand, considering the root of
the word emotion, (stirring up, incite, agitate), any emotional word
then should put into motion something in our mental center too. In
other words, it should refer us to an emotional experience as the
result of which an emotional state arises in us whether we become
aware of it or not! All in all, each time we read this or similar
words, all our three centers are stimulated, but each time with new
impressions that arise from information and knowledge obtained from
the part we are reading. Now remembering that the place of conscience
is in the same center, when this center is tapped, our conscience
is tickled too. Then according to G's description of conscience:
"a state in which a man feels all at once everything that in general
feels or can feel,"[12] then many of our habitual self-deceptions,
self-righteousness, self-justifications, partialities, and...will
naturally and automatically gradually fall into pieces. And this
opens the way for further purification of this important center for
our conscious individual development and evolution. It is apparently
through this center that we get connected to our higher centers.
It is here that we can understand better the meaning of the story
G relates in the first chapter of this book as a warning, the story
of a villager who buys a whole kilo of red pepper, thinking that it
should be a tasty fruit, and starts eating them, ignoring the burning
he is experiencing in his whole being. And again according to him,
god forbid if one reads this book just as a matter of curiosity! Like
that poor villager, one of the 'I's of this legion writing these lines
who ignored G's warning was badly burning and scorching all the time.
As this may happen to others too, then with a relatively long
experience in medical field, I have a suggestion that may salve and
ease this burning and scorching.
The sense and feeling of our 'weaknesses', 'selfishness',
'self-deceptions', 'wishful thinking' 'day-dreaming', 'foolish
prejudices and partialities', 'vain self-justification' and... is
indeed hellish!
When we start acting as a camera man or woman of our personal life,
that is start the process of self-observation, it is necessary to
try to remember one thing that can be called the second step in
G's teaching: we should remember not to identify with any of 'I's we
film. For example, when we observe a lazy 'I', we should remember that
our whole 'common presence' is not lazy, but we just have a strong
or weak lazy I, shared by all humans. That's why laziness (sloth)
is a sin in Christianity. Secondly, it helps to search for instances
in life that we were not lazy at all, like in childhood when we were
always ready to play and never felt lazy in this regard. Or even now,
when we wish to do something with our whole being, like taking a trip
to a land we always wished to visit, or...In such instances the lazy
I immediately disappears. We do the same thing with all our 'weak,'
'negative' or 'evil' 'I's, that is we search for their opposites,
that is our 'positive' activities, the 'sacrifices' we make and...
Not identifying ourselves with any 'I's whether positive or negative,
means to remember our real self. Each time we say this is not I,
willy-nilly we remember that divine particle we carry in our 'heart'
that will be revealed only after we manage to see the veils of our
vain empty egoism.
You are your own veil Hafez / Rise up (and free yourself from them
all)[13]
We separate ourselves from each I of the legion, to get closer to
our real I. Such long way! G comes to help again. He says: "study of
laws of the world of creation and existence (which is what this book
is all about) frees the third force that is the reconciling force.
This is perhaps the 'peace and reconciliation' we feel when reading
sacred books or mystical poetry. We might not feel it as openly when
reading Beelzebub, because G intentionally sends our 'I's into the
battlefield and in this war of "Iran and Turan"[14] like any other war
'they don't distribute halva (sweet).' And the main reason for this
may be that according to G this third or reconciling force always
arises from friction and opposition of the other two sources, called
active or affirming and passive or denying forces. So when this war
reaches its peak, manifested each time we watch a part of the film we
are making of our lives and realize our 'nothingness' 'powerlessness'
'will-less-ness' and the bitter truth that 'we can do' almost nothing
with our own initiative, or put it another way, we are always under
the domination of outside influences, and because this time we truly
wish to 'know ourselves' and thus close the normal habitual doors of
escapes, we naturally can feel even suicidal, it really helps if we
remind ourselves of the presence of the above reconciling force that
arises from the war between the two legions of our 'good' and 'bad'
'I's (inner good and evil) and this is a law and it can't be otherwise
as much as the sun -at least under normal conditions - can not rise
from the west, and wish beforehand that whenever this reconciling force
arises, something in us uses it to back up and strengthen the legion
of those 'I's that wish to stay on the path of goodness and love. And
we can be sure that our 'common presence' knows what this something is,
because as mentioned above, G promises that fortunately the impulse of
'conscience' together with the other three impulses, i.e.
faith, hope and love have not been completely destroyed and uprooted
in us. One of the qualities of the force of goodness is to evoke love
and forgiveness in us and what is more healing than this? Can there
be a more beautiful heaven than what we find inside ourselves when
filled with love?
[1] Ouspensky was one of G's most famous pupils and apparently
G's groups in US suggest that anybody interested to learn about G's
teachings should start with this book. The Persian translation of this
book by the translator has been published by Elmi Publishing (2007).
[2] See G's Life is Real, only then when "I am."
[3] I know it is very unscholarly, but I really don't remember whether
I have read this or heard it in a documentary film about G's life.
[4] It should be mentioned here that the sense and feeling I get from
G's style of writing reminds me very much of our Persian writers of
the past, before the invention of grammar here. Some of them still
live. They use same long sentences without commas, full stops or
question marks. It is quite possible that the translation of this
work into English had been much harder than into Persian. G's style
can be due to his origin, being born in Caucasus and getting a part
of his teachings from Persian speaking people of the region.
[5] Not a poetical translation! The verse is har kasi az zan khod
shod yaar man.
[6] G suggests that we should read this book three times, and because I
translated the work, typed it, edited it and corrected it as well, I am
counting the times I went over it as all these different personalities!
[7] See B's Tales...chapter 26, Terror of the Situation.
[8] See Jacob Needleman and George Baker, Gurdjieff, Continuum, 1996.
This book is a collection of articles written by significant American
and European figures influenced by G's teaching.
[9] There is a discussion with Ouspensky in this regard in the same
mentioned book. In addition, Rhonda Byrne's The Secret, may be looked
at another evidence for this claim.
[10] The source of exact or free quotations in this note is
Beelzebub... unless stated.
[11] Sohrab Sepehri.
[12] In search of Miraculous, chapter 8.
[13] A verse impossible to translate, I had to add that interpretation
to show the point.
[14] In our now called legendary history recorded mainly in Ferdosi's
epic, Shahnameh, this is a never ending war, that symbolizes the war
of good and bad.
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GURDJIEFF: THE FOUNDER OF AMERICAN MYSTICISM
By Roya Monajem, Tehran
Payvand News
11/06/07
......................
On the other hand, each one of us is a legion, perhaps in order to
make it easier for us to understand each other, to understand the
concept of 'unity in multiplicity' or in Sadi's words to understand
the fact that 'sons of Adam are organs of the same body' and "because
they did not see the Truth, went after Myth" (Hafez) In other words,
we actually and potentially carry all personalities in this legion for
a purpose: to reach a better understanding of ourselves because one
can only understand things that one experiences within oneself. In
other words, in this way one may accelerate the process of sensing,
feeling and thinking of unity in multiplicity and vice versa. The
aim of the concept of reincarnation and life after Resurrection
and Day of Judgment may also be the same. Whether they are true or
not, they point to the same thing: 'one will pay for one's deeds'
(karma). The idea of 'humans as being a legion' can be helpful in
this regard because in order to decrease 'evil deeds' in ourselves,
learned men suggest: "Know yourself." In G's teaching the first step
begins with self-observation in this manner: we become the camera
woman or man of ourselves, as much as we remember. It is not that
difficult because I don't think there is now not a single person in
our world who has not wished to be a film star and has not identified
herself/himself with one of them! And when one identifies oneself
with any personality, one learns to play that role. Ignoring the
more important fact that most of the time, whether by 'free will,'
'free choice' or coercion, we are acting. In any case, supposing we
honestly and sincerely wish to 'know ourselves,' by playing the role
of the camera man or woman of the film of our lives, we gradually
see that a series of 'I's appearing nearly everyday, seizing the
reign of the 'common presence of our legion.' For example, we might
notice that everyday a nervous person appears and depending on the
surrounding condition, shows itself once or twice a day and is then
replaced with for example, a lazy 'I' or a worried 'I' or...and...
This film-making helps us to experience more fully the reactions and
moods of these different 'I's, and if the real 'I' that would hopefully
be born little by little from the Nothingness of the pettiness of
our existence succeeds in taking their reigns in its hand, then when
this happens, we add say one 'carat' to that diamond or Persian
turquoise that we carry on our brace and is called 'essence.' In
other words, we reach peace with the same number of 'I's and 'unify'
with them and experience some heavenly moments until the next 'round'
the next cycle starts. And if we fail to take their reign, we keep
reproducing the same film-script over and over and pay the price in
the form of reactions we receive from outside and thus 'the melody of
grief continues'[11] till the last day of our lives. For those who
think and believe that is the end, well that is the end. For those
who believe in the first above concept (reincarnation), we continue
to pay the price in a series of lives by in this very same world,
and in the other concept we pay it in another world. As it can be
seen the difference between these two seemingly different concepts
is just a difference in time-space.
Now on the basis of all that has been said, if we accept that it is
according to Nature or Divine providence to have different types of
human beings, then the subsequent divisions have to automatically
follow; the fall of Mazdakism in Ancient Persia, Socialism and
Communism in modern Europe present further evidence for this claim,
that is human divisions into different categories. The main question
is how is it that despite this concept of war of good and bad now
encoded in two of our brains (instinctive and mental), thanks to all
religions and moralities so far appearing and existing on earth,
with the obvious result that every 'other human being' depending
on the degree of differences - from racial to tribal, to religious,
cultural, familial and... - will deep down can appear 'evil' to each
of us, how is it that we don't explode out of anger or tear 'others'
into pieces, for the simple fact that these 'others' can not share our
'world view,' 'our perceptions' our 'conceptions' and...?
There is only one answer! It is even possible to hear all of us singing
it in our hearts: It is the heavenly feeling of Love, located in the
third center that is preventing this most natural consequence of our
historical way of thinking.
Now if the above claim sounds sensible that G taps this center by
using emotional words - isn't this what poetry does to us?
- then based on above explanations, when this center is tapped,
three other impulses are simultaneously tickled too, conscience,
faith and hope.
In addition to the above and some other emotional words seen in this
work, there is one word that is repeated at least once in nearly
every page or so of these Tales: favorite, mahboob.
Human beings are Beelzebub's grandson's favorites! It is a word that
in most of our mystical poetical writings is one of the commonest
equivalents of man's ultimate 'beloved,' god.
When we see this word which is now a part of our collective memory,
knowingly or unknowingly it brings about associations that in addition
to tackling our emotional center, it tickles the emotional part of our
physical center as well. On the other hand, considering the root of
the word emotion, (stirring up, incite, agitate), any emotional word
then should put into motion something in our mental center too. In
other words, it should refer us to an emotional experience as the
result of which an emotional state arises in us whether we become
aware of it or not! All in all, each time we read this or similar
words, all our three centers are stimulated, but each time with new
impressions that arise from information and knowledge obtained from
the part we are reading. Now remembering that the place of conscience
is in the same center, when this center is tapped, our conscience
is tickled too. Then according to G's description of conscience:
"a state in which a man feels all at once everything that in general
feels or can feel,"[12] then many of our habitual self-deceptions,
self-righteousness, self-justifications, partialities, and...will
naturally and automatically gradually fall into pieces. And this
opens the way for further purification of this important center for
our conscious individual development and evolution. It is apparently
through this center that we get connected to our higher centers.
It is here that we can understand better the meaning of the story
G relates in the first chapter of this book as a warning, the story
of a villager who buys a whole kilo of red pepper, thinking that it
should be a tasty fruit, and starts eating them, ignoring the burning
he is experiencing in his whole being. And again according to him,
god forbid if one reads this book just as a matter of curiosity! Like
that poor villager, one of the 'I's of this legion writing these lines
who ignored G's warning was badly burning and scorching all the time.
As this may happen to others too, then with a relatively long
experience in medical field, I have a suggestion that may salve and
ease this burning and scorching.
The sense and feeling of our 'weaknesses', 'selfishness',
'self-deceptions', 'wishful thinking' 'day-dreaming', 'foolish
prejudices and partialities', 'vain self-justification' and... is
indeed hellish!
When we start acting as a camera man or woman of our personal life,
that is start the process of self-observation, it is necessary to
try to remember one thing that can be called the second step in
G's teaching: we should remember not to identify with any of 'I's we
film. For example, when we observe a lazy 'I', we should remember that
our whole 'common presence' is not lazy, but we just have a strong
or weak lazy I, shared by all humans. That's why laziness (sloth)
is a sin in Christianity. Secondly, it helps to search for instances
in life that we were not lazy at all, like in childhood when we were
always ready to play and never felt lazy in this regard. Or even now,
when we wish to do something with our whole being, like taking a trip
to a land we always wished to visit, or...In such instances the lazy
I immediately disappears. We do the same thing with all our 'weak,'
'negative' or 'evil' 'I's, that is we search for their opposites,
that is our 'positive' activities, the 'sacrifices' we make and...
Not identifying ourselves with any 'I's whether positive or negative,
means to remember our real self. Each time we say this is not I,
willy-nilly we remember that divine particle we carry in our 'heart'
that will be revealed only after we manage to see the veils of our
vain empty egoism.
You are your own veil Hafez / Rise up (and free yourself from them
all)[13]
We separate ourselves from each I of the legion, to get closer to
our real I. Such long way! G comes to help again. He says: "study of
laws of the world of creation and existence (which is what this book
is all about) frees the third force that is the reconciling force.
This is perhaps the 'peace and reconciliation' we feel when reading
sacred books or mystical poetry. We might not feel it as openly when
reading Beelzebub, because G intentionally sends our 'I's into the
battlefield and in this war of "Iran and Turan"[14] like any other war
'they don't distribute halva (sweet).' And the main reason for this
may be that according to G this third or reconciling force always
arises from friction and opposition of the other two sources, called
active or affirming and passive or denying forces. So when this war
reaches its peak, manifested each time we watch a part of the film we
are making of our lives and realize our 'nothingness' 'powerlessness'
'will-less-ness' and the bitter truth that 'we can do' almost nothing
with our own initiative, or put it another way, we are always under
the domination of outside influences, and because this time we truly
wish to 'know ourselves' and thus close the normal habitual doors of
escapes, we naturally can feel even suicidal, it really helps if we
remind ourselves of the presence of the above reconciling force that
arises from the war between the two legions of our 'good' and 'bad'
'I's (inner good and evil) and this is a law and it can't be otherwise
as much as the sun -at least under normal conditions - can not rise
from the west, and wish beforehand that whenever this reconciling force
arises, something in us uses it to back up and strengthen the legion
of those 'I's that wish to stay on the path of goodness and love. And
we can be sure that our 'common presence' knows what this something is,
because as mentioned above, G promises that fortunately the impulse of
'conscience' together with the other three impulses, i.e.
faith, hope and love have not been completely destroyed and uprooted
in us. One of the qualities of the force of goodness is to evoke love
and forgiveness in us and what is more healing than this? Can there
be a more beautiful heaven than what we find inside ourselves when
filled with love?
[1] Ouspensky was one of G's most famous pupils and apparently
G's groups in US suggest that anybody interested to learn about G's
teachings should start with this book. The Persian translation of this
book by the translator has been published by Elmi Publishing (2007).
[2] See G's Life is Real, only then when "I am."
[3] I know it is very unscholarly, but I really don't remember whether
I have read this or heard it in a documentary film about G's life.
[4] It should be mentioned here that the sense and feeling I get from
G's style of writing reminds me very much of our Persian writers of
the past, before the invention of grammar here. Some of them still
live. They use same long sentences without commas, full stops or
question marks. It is quite possible that the translation of this
work into English had been much harder than into Persian. G's style
can be due to his origin, being born in Caucasus and getting a part
of his teachings from Persian speaking people of the region.
[5] Not a poetical translation! The verse is har kasi az zan khod
shod yaar man.
[6] G suggests that we should read this book three times, and because I
translated the work, typed it, edited it and corrected it as well, I am
counting the times I went over it as all these different personalities!
[7] See B's Tales...chapter 26, Terror of the Situation.
[8] See Jacob Needleman and George Baker, Gurdjieff, Continuum, 1996.
This book is a collection of articles written by significant American
and European figures influenced by G's teaching.
[9] There is a discussion with Ouspensky in this regard in the same
mentioned book. In addition, Rhonda Byrne's The Secret, may be looked
at another evidence for this claim.
[10] The source of exact or free quotations in this note is
Beelzebub... unless stated.
[11] Sohrab Sepehri.
[12] In search of Miraculous, chapter 8.
[13] A verse impossible to translate, I had to add that interpretation
to show the point.
[14] In our now called legendary history recorded mainly in Ferdosi's
epic, Shahnameh, this is a never ending war, that symbolizes the war
of good and bad.
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