Ughhhhhhhhhhhh.
Last night, I was talking to my ex-gf online, and she told me she might stop by around 11:30. She called me and said she can't because she had to go home. Today, I talked to her online again, and she asked if she really asked to come over.. She said she was a little "messed up" and she doesn't remember. I asked her if she drank and she said no. 'Cause whatever she "did" - she was driving, so that's already being stupid. Then I remembered a couple months ago, she kept telling me how she wanted to try weed. I kept telling her not to and I would always get mad when she brought it up. So I asked. I asked if she smoked, and she said, "I ono". What a fucking idiot. Honestly. When people tell you left and right not to do it, and the way I told her, she should show some respect and say, "You know what? Thanks for trying to help me out." But no, she had to go and try it, then tell her friends she's only tried it to see how it's like. Fuck, I hate people like that. And now she's one of them.
I swear, we've been broken up for like two years and we didn't talk for about a year, because I was so mad at her. I ended up apologizing her for something SHE did. I just apologized because I had missed her and wanted to talk to her. Then we started talking and I started hanging out with her, and I swear, that feeling - I was waiting for it for like two years. I can never get her out of mind, only because of how much she impacted me. But now, damn. I don't even know..
Last night, I was talking to my ex-gf online, and she told me she might stop by around 11:30. She called me and said she can't because she had to go home. Today, I talked to her online again, and she asked if she really asked to come over.. She said she was a little "messed up" and she doesn't remember. I asked her if she drank and she said no. 'Cause whatever she "did" - she was driving, so that's already being stupid. Then I remembered a couple months ago, she kept telling me how she wanted to try weed. I kept telling her not to and I would always get mad when she brought it up. So I asked. I asked if she smoked, and she said, "I ono". What a fucking idiot. Honestly. When people tell you left and right not to do it, and the way I told her, she should show some respect and say, "You know what? Thanks for trying to help me out." But no, she had to go and try it, then tell her friends she's only tried it to see how it's like. Fuck, I hate people like that. And now she's one of them.
I swear, we've been broken up for like two years and we didn't talk for about a year, because I was so mad at her. I ended up apologizing her for something SHE did. I just apologized because I had missed her and wanted to talk to her. Then we started talking and I started hanging out with her, and I swear, that feeling - I was waiting for it for like two years. I can never get her out of mind, only because of how much she impacted me. But now, damn. I don't even know..
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