I'm So Angry/Sad/Annoyed Right Now

[One-Way]

Ughhhhhhhhhhhh.

Last night, I was talking to my ex-gf online, and she told me she might stop by around 11:30. She called me and said she can't because she had to go home. Today, I talked to her online again, and she asked if she really asked to come over.. She said she was a little "messed up" and she doesn't remember. I asked her if she drank and she said no. 'Cause whatever she "did" - she was driving, so that's already being stupid. Then I remembered a couple months ago, she kept telling me how she wanted to try weed. I kept telling her not to and I would always get mad when she brought it up. So I asked. I asked if she smoked, and she said, "I ono". What a fucking idiot. Honestly. When people tell you left and right not to do it, and the way I told her, she should show some respect and say, "You know what? Thanks for trying to help me out." But no, she had to go and try it, then tell her friends she's only tried it to see how it's like. Fuck, I hate people like that. And now she's one of them.

I swear, we've been broken up for like two years and we didn't talk for about a year, because I was so mad at her. I ended up apologizing her for something SHE did. I just apologized because I had missed her and wanted to talk to her. Then we started talking and I started hanging out with her, and I swear, that feeling - I was waiting for it for like two years. I can never get her out of mind, only because of how much she impacted me. But now, damn. I don't even know..

[Moldy Cheese]

Aww somebody needs a hug. *hug*

Do what I do. Dispose of people who annoy you.

[One-Way]

Thanks for the hug.

But this girl meant a lot to me.

[ddd]

Sorry to hear man, but you should get over it. 90%+ of students these days have tried it atleast once.

I've met LOTS of girls that sound a lot like her, and have learned to not care (I've never smoked weed and most likely never will). (Un)fotunately not caring about that means not caring as much about them.

[One-Way]

The fact that she didn't care to listen to me, as if I'm a nobody to her.

[Moldy Cheese]

The fact that she didn't care to listen to me, as if I'm a nobody to her.

From my experience in life, 99% of the people you meet are going to disappoint you at one point or another. The only thing you can do (and the only thing you have power over) is to have control over YOUR actions. Expecting people to act the way you want them to is a lost cause. Unless they genuinely agree with your advice, they won't act on it.

[Anonymouse]

From my experience in life, 99% of the people you meet are going to disappoint you at one point or another. The only thing you can do (and the only thing you have power over) is to have control over YOUR actions. Expecting people to act the way you want them to is a lost cause. Unless they genuinely agree with your advice, they won't act on it.

Such wisdom.

[Moldy Cheese]

Such wisdom.

I try.

[Anonymouse]

I try.

Well, that's about all we can do.

[One-Way]

I'm not trying to make anyone act the way I want them to. I'm just trying to look after them. I just talked to her and I asked why she did it and she answered back with "Why not? It's not as bad as drinking and it's healthier." That's just ignorance. She brought up drinking because she knows I drink, but I don't know. I'm Armenian, you know, the way we drink at family parties - that's how I do it. You might say, "Oh, you drink and you're only 18, etc." - but yeah, I don't care about that. I think smoking weed and drinking alcohol are two very different things. To start off, one is illegal. She's just stupid. I should've known she'd try it. When I told her how I always told her to never try it, she responded back with, "When did you tell me?" Then she said, "Well, I took your advice in consideration." How would she take my advice in consideration when she doesn't even remember me saying it.

This girl's important to me, and now that she's doing some other stupid shit, I don't wanna talk to her. I block out people like this from like, it's happened with my best friend and my cousin. Just hard to let her go, again.