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  • #11
    Originally posted by loseyourname Jarhead, you're xxxxing hilarious - sincerely.

    My first love was my highschool sweetheart. She wasn't my first date or anything, but she was the first girl I ever considered a girlfriend: my first meaningful kiss, my first sexual partner. We spent way too much time together the way young lovers tend to do. We snuck around at night into and out of each other's houses, and dreamed of the day when we could just spend the night together in peace (Wouldn't It Be Nice became our song). We were both very idealistic, naive people, and basically felt like being in love would be enough to conquer any obstacle.

    Now, I was already accepted to and had decided to attend a college in North Carolina, whereas she had been offered a full scholarship to Scripps, and had her mind set on going there. Well, she changed her mind, and kept it a huge secret from everyone. It just so happened that a school right down the highway from mine had the latest application deadline of any school in the nation. We took it as a good omen and ran with it. She simply listed my home address as her mailing address and her actual address as the permanent one. For whatever reason, the school mailed her acceptance package to her permanent address, and her mother, being a mother, opened it and flipped.

    She did try to keep her from seeing me, but it eventually became more than clear that that wasn't going to work, and that neither of us was going to be stopped. So eventually we obtained the relunctant blessings of both of our parents and flew off to be together in the Blue Ridges.

    It wasn't exactly what we expected it to be. She is a very jealous and possessive girl, and I'm an extremely flirtatious guy. She didn't handle particularly well the fact that I was at a school living with strange girls she didn't know and she could only see me on weekends.

    Anyway, I'll finish this up later.
    Well, I'm sure if you had dropped an anvil on her head, your story would have been two lines and we would know where your first love is.
    Achkerov kute.

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    • #12
      loseyourname

      i think the same way as you do, better to have and lost, then sut there thinking about what if...


      and I have to make jokes about my baby's (guns) because my love stories are sad and long, I don't wish to open old wounds for there are so many I will bleed to death.
      I was, I am, and I will always be the Monster!

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      • #13
        Originally posted by Anonymouse Well, I'm sure if you had dropped an anvil on her head, your story would have been two lines and we would know where your first love is.
        She's still around. I see her every now and then. What about you, my good mouse? Where is your first love?
        Sweet is the lore which nature brings; our meddling intellect misshapes the beauteous forms of things: we murder to dissect.

        -William Wordsworth

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        • #14
          My first and only love:
          I killed her, car accident.
          "C'était un des principes fondamentaux de la doctrine Gradgrind que toute chose devait être payée. Personne ne devait jamais, en aucun cas, rien donner à qui que ce fût sans compensation. La gratitude devait être abolie et les bienfaits qui en découlent n'avaient aucune raison d'être. Chaque pouce de l'existence des humains, depuis la naissance jusqu'à la mort, devait être un marché réglé comptant. Et s'il était impossible de gagner le ciel de cette façon, cela signifiait que le ciel n'était pas un lieu régi par l'économie politique et que l'on n'avait rien à y faire."
          - D.i.c.k.e.n.s., "Temps Difficiles", 1854.

          ... stupid words filter. xxxxens is an author!!!

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          • #15
            was the girl in the car, or are you talking about the car ? lol

            anyway, my first love and i couldnt be together for personal family reasons, so he is back to his usual life schedule, he works works , comes home, feels alone, goes to sleep to forget and numb himself from everything, then the schedule repeat the next day. I hope he finds someone to love, but at the same time, thinking of him loving someone else makes me hurt a great deal

            :<
            le sigh

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            • #16
              Originally posted by whitelotus was the girl in the car, or are you talking about the car ? lol
              I was driving, she was next to me. Whatever, you never read...
              "C'était un des principes fondamentaux de la doctrine Gradgrind que toute chose devait être payée. Personne ne devait jamais, en aucun cas, rien donner à qui que ce fût sans compensation. La gratitude devait être abolie et les bienfaits qui en découlent n'avaient aucune raison d'être. Chaque pouce de l'existence des humains, depuis la naissance jusqu'à la mort, devait être un marché réglé comptant. Et s'il était impossible de gagner le ciel de cette façon, cela signifiait que le ciel n'était pas un lieu régi par l'économie politique et que l'on n'avait rien à y faire."
              - D.i.c.k.e.n.s., "Temps Difficiles", 1854.

              ... stupid words filter. xxxxens is an author!!!

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              • #17
                wow are you serious ? :< bummer
                wow that depresses me

                it was an accident, but dont they charge you with manslaughter if someone in the car dies when your driving ? or is it that way only in the united states.

                gosh, im really sorry dude :*(

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                • #18
                  Originally posted by loseyourname She's still around. I see her every now and then. What about you, my good mouse? Where is your first love?
                  That all depends on how you define "first love".
                  Achkerov kute.

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                  • #19
                    i think 'moose' said he never fell in love in another thread a while back

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                    • #20
                      Thanks guys for your respond...loseyourname and withlotus i have questions for both of you...

                      what do you think ...

                      we all separated with our loved once because of fait or love wasnt enough...
                      i have tend to belive that lack of love is the main reason of separations..
                      Its just hard to admit ....
                      I'm a monstrous mass of vile, foul & corrupted matter.

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