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I just got home. Well, I predicted it'd go either great or horrible, right? Horrible it was.
I picked her up around 6:30-7. We went to McDonald's as planned, and she asked if our friend was going to come, and I said I don't know. We got there, she didn't feel like eating. We just sat, and it was a little bit awkward. I mean, it was our first time meeting, so that's normal. We talked and laughed a little, then she suggested we go outside to walk around. After the walk, we came right back in front of McDonald's, and she asked if I was hungry. It sounded like she wanted to eat, so I motioned to walk back inside, but she said, "If I'm gonna eat, I wouldn't want McDonald's." So I told her, okay - pick a place. She suggested some cafe place nearby.
We drove there, we got out, and the place was closed. At this time, my friend called me and asked to meet up. She said she didn't mind meeting him and hanging out with him. I went over to pick him up. I parked and it was us three. It was the most AWKWARD moment ever. I TOLD my friend, say you gotta go now and just let us be alone, but he kept saying no. FUCKED shit up. After about an hour of sitting there, doing NOTHING, I decided to do SOMETHING. ANYTHING. I didn't wanna go somewhere because I wanted to be alone, and go with only her. So I was like, whatever - let's drive. We pulled up to a Hookah lounge. After about ten minutes, my friend was like, "Take me home." You can imagine how annoyed I felt when he said that. We weren't even in there for like 20 minutes, and we left.
After all that, my friend wanted to go eat. So we went to another McDonald's. She, again, didn't want to eat. But another thing, all throughout the night, she kept asking if I was hungry, so I was like, okay, she's a hungry, so let's find a place - but she WASN'T hungry. She kept saying, "I'm so full" and shit. THAT confused me. She kept wanted to go some food place, but she said she wasn't hungry. Ugh. While at McDonald's, we opened up more, and just talked. Then I dropped my friend off, and again, with nothing to do, we had nowhere to go. She said she was a little tired, so I said I'll take her home. I pulled up at her house and parked, then I got out. And, the whole night I was obviously irrated from my friend, so she sensed I was a little angry, so all throughout the night, she kept asking what was wrong. So at her house, I just apologized and said, "I'm sorry for being a little angry tonight. We should've never met up with my friend, I wanted to be alone." She said she wasn't angry at all, but was wondering why I seemed a little angry. So it was cool, I said next time, we'll go out on a WEEKEND and have fun. So we hugged, and she leaned in and said the worst things a man could hear..
"Next time, if you show me a better time, you'll get a kiss."
I was like..
Honestly, I don't think we should have kissed, because the moment wasn't right, shit didn't click to well, but the MIXED feelings were annoying. She didn't have to say that! She said, "I'm sorry, I'm just straight forward" and smiled and left. I feel like shit now, because I know she didn't mean it in a real fucked up way, but still, it came out very wrong.
I don't know. Fuuuuuck relationships. Why'd I even try?!
I just got home. Well, I predicted it'd go either great or horrible, right? Horrible it was.
I picked her up around 6:30-7. We went to McDonald's as planned, and she asked if our friend was going to come, and I said I don't know. We got there, she didn't feel like eating. We just sat, and it was a little bit awkward. I mean, it was our first time meeting, so that's normal. We talked and laughed a little, then she suggested we go outside to walk around. After the walk, we came right back in front of McDonald's, and she asked if I was hungry. It sounded like she wanted to eat, so I motioned to walk back inside, but she said, "If I'm gonna eat, I wouldn't want McDonald's." So I told her, okay - pick a place. She suggested some cafe place nearby.
We drove there, we got out, and the place was closed. At this time, my friend called me and asked to meet up. She said she didn't mind meeting him and hanging out with him. I went over to pick him up. I parked and it was us three. It was the most AWKWARD moment ever. I TOLD my friend, say you gotta go now and just let us be alone, but he kept saying no. FUCKED shit up. After about an hour of sitting there, doing NOTHING, I decided to do SOMETHING. ANYTHING. I didn't wanna go somewhere because I wanted to be alone, and go with only her. So I was like, whatever - let's drive. We pulled up to a Hookah lounge. After about ten minutes, my friend was like, "Take me home." You can imagine how annoyed I felt when he said that. We weren't even in there for like 20 minutes, and we left.
After all that, my friend wanted to go eat. So we went to another McDonald's. She, again, didn't want to eat. But another thing, all throughout the night, she kept asking if I was hungry, so I was like, okay, she's a hungry, so let's find a place - but she WASN'T hungry. She kept saying, "I'm so full" and shit. THAT confused me. She kept wanted to go some food place, but she said she wasn't hungry. Ugh. While at McDonald's, we opened up more, and just talked. Then I dropped my friend off, and again, with nothing to do, we had nowhere to go. She said she was a little tired, so I said I'll take her home. I pulled up at her house and parked, then I got out. And, the whole night I was obviously irrated from my friend, so she sensed I was a little angry, so all throughout the night, she kept asking what was wrong. So at her house, I just apologized and said, "I'm sorry for being a little angry tonight. We should've never met up with my friend, I wanted to be alone." She said she wasn't angry at all, but was wondering why I seemed a little angry. So it was cool, I said next time, we'll go out on a WEEKEND and have fun. So we hugged, and she leaned in and said the worst things a man could hear..
"Next time, if you show me a better time, you'll get a kiss."
I was like..
Honestly, I don't think we should have kissed, because the moment wasn't right, shit didn't click to well, but the MIXED feelings were annoying. She didn't have to say that! She said, "I'm sorry, I'm just straight forward" and smiled and left. I feel like shit now, because I know she didn't mean it in a real fucked up way, but still, it came out very wrong.I don't know. Fuuuuuck relationships. Why'd I even try?!
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